Re: I know im a stupid *****, but its not gonna stop me from getting what i want. (Score: 0) by on Saturday, 04 June 2005 (15:31:22) UTC
So lets say you get everything you want your boyfriends cool with it. and this guy doesn't mind beiung a fling. of course your bf is gonna want the same privelages with one of your friends. But despite all that. lets say you don't care. eventually you'll grow old(if you don;t die in a car wreck or a disease) either with someone or by yourself never finding complete satisfaction in anything. becouse even if your bf is the nicest bf in the entire world your gonna want more. you'll never be satisfied. how often have you ever come to a place of peace in your life where you were just content with what you have, in fact your not only content but your exstatic with your current situation, consistently. Let's say a couple years. your entire life will be filled with these unsatisfactions until you realize that your life isn't about you. making yourself happy sucks, its boring, but poring into something that has purpose and watching other people profit from your actions. your destiny and happiness can can only be found through selflessness. but then why should you be selfless? to make yourself happy, right? well if those are your motives you are just being selfish again. so you have to go completely outside yourself to find your purpose and invest in something that will be here when you leave this earth. a legacy for instance if you really want to find this truth i can explain it more in detail email me a ram1006@mail.ecu.edu or aim tommyhilllll